november 21, 2022

9:57 am. i woke up and im bored. dont know what i will do today. Zzz ill put more later perhaps.

2:04pm. i finished the front page i think except for the middle box because im having trouble with it. i got my new glasses and they make me look like a fujoshi is that good or bad ?... i want to add a lot to this site but still dont know what and not sure what else to do today maybe some first listens or something my scrobbles are lacking. maybe ill draw too. ggggggggggggggg love spamming g gggggggggggggg . ive been working on this too much and not doing anything else.but theres not much else to do i guess. whatever be back later

2:54pm.ok im thinking a bit this has everything to do with what me and oomf were joking about but i need to go on a date with thom @ a restaurant....that would be so nice........idk what we would talk about but it just sounds so nice to me ,.im imagining like he meets me there and takes his coat off and etc and he probably orders for me cause im shy >_< um yeah looks around awkwardly squirms a bit..what do normal people write in blog posts? this is like a journal i guess im a nerd. No im imagining its winter and we have a nice warm dinner and we hold hands when we leave i hope a plane falls on my house? ah...

5:32pm working on my silly fic.having some difficulty ? they should probably make up but i think it's too soon because they kind-of hate each other still and r only brought together by an emergency. and im not sure how long it will be either. whatever zzzzzzzzzz z zz when will my cough go away im tired i cant go anywhere bc im getting germs everywhere and augh .coughing all the time yuck. amd when will he wear suspenders again is it never again i would cry..i have been loving the outfits so far, though, so not very upset but more curious.whatever im stalling

7:48pm posted it, nervous, u mmm mmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm hahaha hahaha.thinking about thom right now, early 2000s thom, listening to 2001 bootlegs and just thinking, thinking,,,,,,,,i wasnt even born yet when this was recorded but he was being cute and silly and singing beautifully and & i did not exist..what a world? nah. it used to get me down but now im like well im here now so who cares. no alarms and no surprises .... that part was on while i was typing.now im thinking about a richard siken poem. this one im thinking about idk staying warm and driving at night and radiohead bootlegs and paper cranes and ceramic cats and whatever else.i dont think much. i should read crush again. it has nothing to do with what im thinking about i just love that book.