9:21am i made the page but i dont know what to write here just woke up.
this is the day after but this entry is already coded and i forgot to use it so. 6:50a,. the sun is coming up,im outside its cold, im listening to radiohead outside, the sky is purple i think. i wish the world would end.i dont want anything good to happen, anymore, i just want it all to be over, etc. i hope no one reads this. i hope the neighbors cant see me out here on the swing. im thinking about 2010-2011 thom now, he was cute& silly..kind of just a little guy .. Listening to tkol and just thinking. like its over i think idk. idk anymore. thom wouldn't let this happen to me !!!!!
3:36pm sitting on the bathroom counter and thinking about *****. i had a nice nap this morning and somehow thought about it while napping, imagining if **** *** **** it wouldn't be lonely, it would be cozy, i think, comforting etc, weird..........bizarre thing to think about but if it makes me happy who cares i guess. i dunno like taking a nap amd ***** *** ***** like ***** **** **** *** at the same time, company.....???????????? gjnfmfmdmslskenrngjjdmdmskfmdmsmenfnmw im insane. this blog is iinsane. im not brave enough to say it without asterisks. goodbye