3:12pm feel like shit and want to die. yuck, can the world end already.is this a blog or just a complaining area. who cares i guess. i hate everything :P.....i wanna go somewhere but cant cause the car or something idk dont give a fuck tbh. want my wife..... like idk we could go hangout for awhile go get dinner. talk about music or books or something. jfjfnfm,dlsodkrmeowimemf,clsmwmalskmxkforkwmwlpsoskemrmekwmdmckksmwme does anybody read these i hope not let me know if you do though because that would be funny. anyways last night i was thinking and randomly my brain was like Okay but what if *** *** *** **** and *** ***** ** **** **** and i could NOT sleep after that because thats so fucked up and real i wish...im normal. smiles.i think dark brown eyes and light brown hair. smiles drifts away into land of delusion..