march 22, 2023

why is the universe so big anyways? do we even need all that space? is there anything in it? are there micro-organsisms somewhere? i think being scared of the unvierse being large is silly, i think those videos trying to scare you about it are also silly, i think the universe is ridiculous. i think everything is moderately to severely ridiculous.

michael gira has pointy ears. i just noticed this today. i haven't been thinking about much. that detail interested me, though; i don't know why. n ive been writing a bit but its hard anymore. i dunno if i like it much these days. i think i burnt myself out too much. its kind-of like what happened a few years ago, although now i actually finish things instead of writing a ton of half-baked big scale ideas, so that's better. idk what to write here.

im writing a fic rn (a thom fic)& its going ok but im a little embarassed bc its kinda weird. well theyre always weird. it doesnt matter. im scrobbling today. i love when the numbers go up X) i have 100k now i wanna try to get to 200k faster than i got to 100k, i listen to a lot more music than i did back then

i want to update this more but i never have much to say that isnt oversharing or boring. ok lemme think of something. hmm hmmm

okay. here's an image.i guess i should get back to writing the one shot if i want to finish it by tonight. im a little stuck. how exactly can you describe this happening while making it interesting? suddenly an alien invasion, the light of the ship flashed green thru the hotel windows.that ought to make it interesting. no, its not an alien au, its just a world where ***** ** ******.

i could probably just say it, no-one reads this. xD. at least i hope they don;t? well i wouldnt mind but its embarassing. if i could i would put a comment box to test if anyone actually does. id say comment a :3 if you read this.im stalling goodbye